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| 05/25/2011 |
Didn't sleep last night, and about to fall over writing this post today. I've been stressed pretty hardcore about my work/life situation and I think I've finally come to a decision. I had been teetering on the edge with whether to leave my career and move into something else or suck it up and stay.
I use to think I hated my job, but in reality I think it's just boredom. All and all I have it pretty sweet and I have it in a time when a lot of people out there flat out don't. I weighed out my options heavily, and I weighed them for awhile and I kept it all to myself.
I'm grateful to have insightful, wise, and brilliant friends who could give extremely useful advice, and in a round about way they helped with my decision making more than they'll ever know. But I did have to make these decisions for myself or else I'd just worry myself sick getting into a situation I was uncomfortable with.
I kept asking myself, what hell do I want out of my life? What is fulfilling? I think I'm still searching for those but at least for now I can breath a little easier and get on with things.
Alas, I've decided to stay right where I'm at and accomplish my dreams and goals, one ridiculous project at a time ( like Hot for Con)
I have Con to get hot for, I have a band to start, a new rule system to help write, novels to conceptualize, and a house to hunt for. This is my life adventure, and it wouldn't hurt to smile every so often while doing so.
So my life is the adventure I was looking for, I was just taking it way too seriously.
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