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| 05/16/2011 |
Hot for Con Challenge:
Days until Con : 109
Current Weight (recorded every morning) : 226.0
Current BMI : 33.37
Work Out: Hiked Stone Mountain
Foods devoured today:
Yogurt : 100 Calories
Lean Pocket : 260 Calories
Lamb Gyro : 700 calories
Breakfast Drink: 150 calories
Slim fast snack : 100 calories
Low Fat Cheese Crackers : 200 calories
Total : 1510 calories
I got in late again, damn late nights. But this has been a non-standard week which has really messed up my sleep and diet rotation. Beau is back (which is a week long celebration), my tabletop role playing group is coming up with a new rules system (which is a fucking science project apparently) and oh yeah, there's general life to live. I'm not bitching, to be honest I welcome the onslaught of things to fill my time with. Keeps me from being stagnant.
Day 1 of Water Jutsu was a success, meaning that I went through the entire day without a carbonated beverage. I had water, water, and more water. There was some coffee involved, and a carnation breakfast drink, but no Coke Zero (which might as well have been dripped into my blood stream via IV before today). We'll see tomorrow morning if there's any immediate effect with weight-loss, but I'm not counting on it.
As with everything weight related, there's no rhyme or reason, just consistency pays off and breaking that equals doom.
Also, I'm not too happy with having to pee a lot. But that's a minor bitch, and by that I don't mean a angry teenage girl with boundary issues.
There will be no hot for con vlog episode released tomorrow, due to lack of filmed content because of time restrictions. I may be able to pull something off, but officially this week was a bust.
I'll attempt to pick things up next week.
Also, anyone interested in joining the Hot for Con brotherhood/cult/jacuzzi party, feel free to email or comment. I'll be reworking my website throughout this week in an effort to change up style and to accommodate Hot for Con enlistees. One matter to discuss is that I've gotten messages from a few folks saying they're way too shy to have a blog, vlog or any internet source they must regularly update where perverted old men may stumble across their pictures. To this I hope you change your mind, but I'm not in the business of aggressive negotiations.
I understand your point of view, believe it or not I'm an extremely shy person when not hidden deep within the internetz. Before Hot for Con I barely posted anything on this site, and when I did I made sure not to mention anything too personal or embarrassing...
Which likely led to a boring read.
Now I've proclaimed I'm fat and need to lose weight, and that's embarrassing as hell. A few years ago I would never admit to myself I was a large man, because I never saw myself that way. But it's the current reality and I'm ashamed of my body, and have been for quite some time.
The one thing I prize above all other things is determination to do what you feel is right, and I'm proud of my stance on bettering myself. So while it's sometimes hard to write about embarrassing personal things before the general faceless mass of the world wide web, there's a certain amount of release I get from it that other people pay specialist to acquire. Also, what does it matter?
Also if you're an ex of mine, stop smirking, I've seen pictures of your boyfriend and he's much larger than me. He also looks like a dufus with no sense of humor or social skills. Also get a job, a real one. Also, stop doing that thing I hate so much where you rock back and forth crying while threatening to call the cops, it's time to grow up.
Where was I? Shy folks! But I get it, you shy ones...secretly churning away at being Hot for Con whilst dancing in the shadows. You will become the invisible army of awesome. I'll still support you, and your identities are safe with me.
Unless you totally piss me off somehow. Then the cats out of the bag. Though it'll probably hide under a table and later creep up to the bag and pounce in it again. Then you'll take a picture of the cat being back in the bag and attempt to shame me with it, but I'll have none that.
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